Doctor suggested that I should stop drinking and avoid smoky places, i.e. club, the first thing that came into my mind was... "how am I gonna spend my weekends without goin to clubs?".
I honestly have tried to stay at home to rest and replenish my energy, but I have a girlfriend's birthday party last Wednesday night. I called to tell her that I can't make it, but she was so pissed to be stood up, so I ended up goin to the house party filled with havoc, boozes, and ciggie smokes! Thank God, I am still alive! =)
At a house party where everyone gets drunk, one of my girlfriend suddenly came to me and starts telling me stories about her recent breakup. Looking at her weeping is so heartsickening and reminded me of my own ugly break up too. I remember how I pushed aside my respect to myself, dignity, and value to try to keep a guy who doesn't even worth my time, leave alone my endless love, supports, and care that I've showered him throughout our relationship. It took me almost 3 months to get over my ex-boyfriend, to be able to look at our pictures together without having the heartbroken feeling, to be able to bumped into him with some random chick(s) and feel cool about it. Honestly, no matter how wonderful teams of family members and friends that I have, the first two months of post break up was disastrous, all I can say is... time heals everything. So girls, cry a river, do binge eating, compulsive shopping after your break up... but whatever you do, don't give up on your life, after a certain period of time, you'll be a fine girl and live your life just the way before your ex-boyfriend exists in your life. N please stop deceiving yourself thinking that life before having your ex-boyfriend is horrendous, cause if that guy is really that good and deserves you, he wouldn't be an EX!
I can't believe that I am living a happier life now without my ex-boyfriend, I remember how stressful it was when I was in my previous relationship, I was always driven up to the wall. And I am not saying that I hate guys or being in a relationship, but I must admit that I hate to have the feelings of insecurites, of constantly worrying what is he doin, who is he hanging out with without me, is he cheating on me... etc just the way I experienced with the previous guy I had. I guess I really need to take my time to find my perfect someone.
But it really worries me alot that my bff, jessicat is leaving me to Melbourne for the next 5mths for her exchange program with Clayton Monash and Jessyca might be leaving to Shanghai for her new job. I am honestly happy for them, but I am sure I am gonna have a hard time adjusting to my new life without them. :(
| I am gonna miss you both heaps, love you gals to bit! =) |
Our initial plan is to head to Bangsar to purchase Jessicat's phone accessories then to Midvalley' Library for drinking session, not until we saw a newly opened Shisha Lounge at one level above ole-ole bali and next to Boston cafe. Jessicat suggested to stay in Solaris to have some Shisha session instead, being the laid back me, I agreed.
We shared a mix flavoured shisha- watermelon & mint with separate mouthpiece. :) We do it safe, we do it clean!
| Jessicat have a thing of capturing my non-ready pix moment! =) See below for the ready version of me shisha-ing |
| Here it is... with 10times more attitude & smoke =) |
| Bff Jessicat having her own sweet time puffing watermelon and mint heated tobacco |
| Do I still need to tell you... We gals cannot survive without cam-whoring! LOL |
| The pakistani waiter coming to us with our Kebab! |
| Yummylicious and I just noticed its very well presented too... |
Jessicat told me it is harmless to smoke shisha but I have just googled it and found out that shisha is very harmful to our health and in fact a single session of smoking shisha can be equivalent to a pack of ciggarettes! Omg!!!
Check this out : http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/3/24/central/17078985&sec=central
Okies, I must admit it was fun to smoke shisha and I like the flavour too.. I'l do it socially... but definitely will make sure that I'l never get addicted to it. Talk about will power now... I have plenty! =)
Regardless, this place is one of my new favourite spot to chill with very good food. Did I mention that the owner, an Iranian lady, is very friendly and nice.. and oh... very beautiful too! ;)
Friday night is approaching... and I have no plans yet.. I might just stay at home, read book, and play with my dogs and enjoy my "own moment" if no one is asking me out... A good start in adjusting my life without my besties for the next half a year!
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