This is him.
The one who includes me in all of his decision making.
The one who makes planning for US.
It's such an unbelievable luck and blessings that I found him in a place that got me depressed.
Once again, I am in LOVE :)
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Monday, September 24, 2012
Depression
Speaking of depression, I've never felt this low in my life ever.
Working in Macau with a bunch of uneducated Chinese certainly deserves this great honour in affecting me the way I feel now.
Working in Macau with a bunch of uneducated Chinese certainly deserves this great honour in affecting me the way I feel now.
Friday, September 14, 2012
The drastic change of my life
Never have I thought that I'll be working right after graduation. What happened to my gap year plan?!
Opportunities occurred to me just in time. Almost immediately right after my final exam, I received this job opportunity to work in Macau with a package that a fresh graduate will never get if I were to stay and work in Malaysia. How can I resist? Went for the interview and to my surprise, it was so smooth that it took me just a month to get emotionally ready before I leave my home country for the first time!
Although I must admit that I am lucky to get my first job at the overseas, working life is really hard here. Not to mention the amount of time for me to get adapted to a total new environment. Homesick hits me terribly bad to the extent that crying was one of my rituals on my first few weeks of being away from my family, friends and my beloved dogs. What was I thinking when I've decided to move to China (I can't read and understand Mandarin)?!
I gave up the easy life I had back in Malaysia. Used to be able to drive a reasonably nice car, with all expenses paid for, and yes, shopping is part of the list. Now in Macau, I've to depend on the public transportation, spend my own hard-earned money, no one is there to provide me food, company and emotional comfort when I need to.
But then again, I am glad that I've made the decision of coming to Macau by myself. As the saying goes, no experience is a bad one. Well, the most significant gain that I've gotten after just a month of relocation is probably my drastic improve in understanding Mandarin =)
Opportunities occurred to me just in time. Almost immediately right after my final exam, I received this job opportunity to work in Macau with a package that a fresh graduate will never get if I were to stay and work in Malaysia. How can I resist? Went for the interview and to my surprise, it was so smooth that it took me just a month to get emotionally ready before I leave my home country for the first time!
Although I must admit that I am lucky to get my first job at the overseas, working life is really hard here. Not to mention the amount of time for me to get adapted to a total new environment. Homesick hits me terribly bad to the extent that crying was one of my rituals on my first few weeks of being away from my family, friends and my beloved dogs. What was I thinking when I've decided to move to China (I can't read and understand Mandarin)?!
I gave up the easy life I had back in Malaysia. Used to be able to drive a reasonably nice car, with all expenses paid for, and yes, shopping is part of the list. Now in Macau, I've to depend on the public transportation, spend my own hard-earned money, no one is there to provide me food, company and emotional comfort when I need to.
But then again, I am glad that I've made the decision of coming to Macau by myself. As the saying goes, no experience is a bad one. Well, the most significant gain that I've gotten after just a month of relocation is probably my drastic improve in understanding Mandarin =)
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