Unbelievable miracle from my darkest experience

It's almost everyone's dream to travel in Europe.

It has been mine since I was 13 and I have been working very hard to earn my flight ticket since then.

Regardless how much I hate to work in Macau, I stayed on just so I can have my dreams come true. However, priority changes over the time I spent in a foreign country. Never have I thought that I would have met him in such a place that reminds me only of phony people, bitchy colleagues, bosses-that-pay-to-buy-my-human-rights and the endless list.

Subconsciously I was no longer holding on to pay for my flight ticket to Europe, I began to station in a place that I loathe simply because that is where he will be.

Writing this blog now in his apartment in Sweden feels as though I am living in a dream. Europe and someone that I love dearly. 

Eat. Travel. Love is definitely the living slogan that I hold dearly to and this has definitely changed me for the best. My life changes tremendously ever since I took the step to work in foreign country. I met my "The One" that treats me well and understand me like no other. Also, I have logged Paris, Sweden and Denmark into my travel book. And I am now coming back to Sweden for the second time, not just to travel but to live like the local for a few humble months.

Splurging in designers' bags and show it off on Facebook can never feel as great!

So, stop spending money and time on things that matters that little. Start purchasing your next flight ticket!

Love,

Kelly xx

Fresh outta shower

I love spending a long time enjoying the hot shower after a long day at work.
With just another 17 more days of working in Macau, I've changed into a much happier person throughout the time of serving my notice period.
Three more weeks till I see my family, friends and my darling doggies at home.
Many criticized and think that I am a total idiot for giving up my extraordinary good salary package for going home without a job. But no one knows that the emotional torture that I've given in in exchange for the money that I am earning now. Money vs The Simplicity of Spending Time with Your Beloved One, I don't have to think twice to make a firm decision on the latter.
Of course, I am still ambitious enough to dream and thinking of ways to get properties for investments, more holidays, designers' clothes, bags and shoes and the crazy shopping and all of those that are in my to-do-list that I've always loved. Again, my experience of working in a total different culture in another country has changed my way of seeing things. I no longer think that money is everything. Learn to prioritize is another lesson that I've picked up throughout the time that I have suffered both physically and mentally while working in Macau. In this case, I choose Home and my Loved Ones above everything else.

The One

This is him.
The one who includes me in all of his decision making.
The one who makes planning for US.
It's such an unbelievable luck and blessings that I found him in a place that got me depressed.
Once again, I am in LOVE :)

Depression

Speaking of depression, I've never felt this low in my life ever.
Working in Macau with a bunch of uneducated Chinese certainly deserves this great honour in affecting me the way I feel now.

The drastic change of my life

Never have I thought that I'll be working right after graduation. What happened to my gap year plan?!

Opportunities occurred to me just in time. Almost immediately right after my final exam, I received this job opportunity to work in Macau with a package that a fresh graduate will never get if I were to stay and work in Malaysia. How can I resist? Went for the interview and to my surprise, it was so smooth that it took me just a month to get emotionally ready before I leave my home country for the first time!

Although I must admit that I am lucky to get my first job at the overseas, working life is really hard here. Not to mention the amount of time for me to get adapted to a total new environment. Homesick hits me terribly bad to the extent that crying was one of my rituals on my first few weeks of being away from my family, friends and my beloved dogs. What was I thinking when I've decided to move to China (I can't read and understand Mandarin)?!

I gave up the easy life I had back in Malaysia. Used to be able to drive a reasonably nice car, with all expenses paid for, and yes, shopping is part of the list. Now in Macau, I've to depend on the public transportation, spend my own hard-earned money, no one is there to provide me food, company and emotional comfort when I need to.

But then again, I am glad that I've made the decision of coming to Macau by myself. As the saying goes, no experience is a bad one. Well, the most significant gain that I've gotten after just a month of relocation is probably my drastic improve in understanding Mandarin =)

Fabulous Birthday Celebration... MINE :)

So much for other people's birthday parties... it's time to show u mine now :)
Really tired and lazy to update on my blog, working life tires me big time.... it sucks la, I miss being a student now!!!!

Spent my 22nd birthday at 21kitchen n bar @ Changkat last year with friends that I can barely put them in my list of close friends.

This year, I've decided to spend my 23rd birthday with my closest friends (it fails eventually).
Splurged quite a little out of budget, on booze, food, and accommodation rental. It's only once a year, can't whine much on the $ ive spent, innit? :P

Again, my bestest good friends helped out alot, benson, cherina and larry, im sorry for troubling u guys, but im sure i did make it up to u babes with all the fun we've had there! ;)

I made all my party attendees to drive to Bayu Beach Resort, PORT DICKSON
Of course with great food sponsored by Hokano Japanese Restaurant and Vin's chicken wings

 before the drinking session begins, lovely bangles  from BonBon  xoxo

and here's the hazardous booze!
 

No longer sober after downing all the tequila shots! Noticed the babe with a dragon tattoo? that's the crazy woman, Jo!

Our beach side bbq party...
 

Happy family :)

Oh, my party is so awesome, that even some random dudes crashed in! :) LOLs

It's great that these two years of singlehood i get to meet alot of new friends, bitches, bastards, and have been spending heaps more time on myself rediscovering what I want in life... but yea, I'm bored of being single already. 

*hint* feel free to intro some potential prospects to me pls... :P

My usual weekdays...

It seems like my standard working hour frm 9am to 530 pm has been extended to.. the earliest 9pm.
Being in the advertising industry, this is what I've already expected before I decided to apply for the internship program, so... Can't complain much, innit?

Was so happy to be able to go off from work at 9pm earlier, as I thought I will have to stay for longer.
Managed to head to the gym right after work, ran 5km and burned 350cals... Feel even better after the steam bath. Ahhhh.... Seems like I have already adapted to the working life.

I am slowly enjoying my current life as a working adult, it feels kinda relaxing without having to rush for my assignments just like back in the uni days.
But, still... I am looking forward to the weekend to redeem more sleep!

Nite peeps! xoxo