Men... Oh men... I notice all of them share the same attribute.... that is the tendency to cheat!
My ex boyfriends all cheated on me, n now some married old uncle is going after me. Worst still, he is so confident to get me, simply because he is loaded. Yesh, he is one filthy rich old man who cheats on his wife alot.
I find self-confidence attractive but arrogance turns me off! He is so arrogant thinking that I am like those other sluts he dated, thinking that as long as he is willing to showers me with gifts, cash, free ride on his nice cars, fine dining date me at luxurious restaurant n bla bla bla I'l give in. Go dream on!
Truth is, I can't even bear to go out and be seen with this man!
I think once I step out from his car, people wil prolly see me as a whore, to be in a flashy car with an old man. LOL
Its so depressing, everyone cheats! what happened to those monogamous marriage? How can I ever have faith and trust to get married when everyone that I know involves in extramarital affairs?! :(
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
Self Love
It was such a success, I shed 2kgs in a day by goin to the gym and burnt 500cals on the cardio workouts, post gym swimming session and 30 sit ups... and by the end of the day I was too tired to eat!
I can still feel the muscle pain on my abs, whenever I sneeze, cough or laugh it gives me pain! :( but come to think of it, 2kgs very well worth it!!!!!! :)
Its my 3rd day of my weight loss plan. I'm so starving but can't think of anything healthy yet tasty to eat. Thus, I decided to cook for myself.
Haven't been cooking for quite awhile... I guess the last time I cooked was prolly a 10 months back.
I used to cook alot for my bastard ex, as the old saying goes, the way to a man's heart is through his stomach... And I have to say... no matter how narcisstic it sounds, cooking is my forte. He loves my cooking alot too, no matter how big the portion, he could always finished it. I fed him well, with good food, my seductive body and unconditional love only to get cheated on in the end... The world is always very unfair and ridiculous. Nothing ever makes sense!
Since I'm broke and I'm trying to lose weight...
I'm cooking myself an oyster porridge with preserved vegetables and anchovy as a sideline. :)
I wish I could post the pix here but the SD card disappoints me :( Maybe next time, coz I really need to start eating now already.
LOL
Signing off,
Starving Kelly <3
I can still feel the muscle pain on my abs, whenever I sneeze, cough or laugh it gives me pain! :( but come to think of it, 2kgs very well worth it!!!!!! :)
Its my 3rd day of my weight loss plan. I'm so starving but can't think of anything healthy yet tasty to eat. Thus, I decided to cook for myself.
Haven't been cooking for quite awhile... I guess the last time I cooked was prolly a 10 months back.
I used to cook alot for my bastard ex, as the old saying goes, the way to a man's heart is through his stomach... And I have to say... no matter how narcisstic it sounds, cooking is my forte. He loves my cooking alot too, no matter how big the portion, he could always finished it. I fed him well, with good food, my seductive body and unconditional love only to get cheated on in the end... The world is always very unfair and ridiculous. Nothing ever makes sense!
Since I'm broke and I'm trying to lose weight...
I'm cooking myself an oyster porridge with preserved vegetables and anchovy as a sideline. :)
I wish I could post the pix here but the SD card disappoints me :( Maybe next time, coz I really need to start eating now already.
LOL
Signing off,
Starving Kelly <3
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Self Governing!!!
Been spending alot.. like really alot lately...
it costs me rm897 for my Dior skincare and cosmetics that I bought last Wednesday,
PD trip = rm 150
Random Karaoke session with Chicken, Peacock, and Mice last nite = rm 56
Dresses frm Zara = rm 362
All of the above are only my spending for a week!!!! Do the calculation... If this continues, I can never get my one way tix to London and start travelling arnd Europe next year!
I seriously need to psycho myself to be more disciplined to lose weight so that I can start doin some modeling jobs and earn some $ for my hairdo... n bla bla bla...gosh i can find 100 ways to spend but none to earn! This is super depressing! :(
Thank Larry for being so generous lately, bought shanny and me dinners and drinks!
I'll be going for Afrojack @Zouk this coming wednesday and after that I shud control myself for not going out that often anymore... at least until my exam ends... on 21st June!
I'm reading Marguerite Duras's 'The Lover' for one of my exam preparation and turns out that its a real good autobiography. This woman has been through so many significant events in her life, its understandable why she was someone very prominent back then. I highly recommend this autobiography novel to all of u even its for leisure reading. :)
Till then, wish me luck for my upcoming exam! I need heaps of it! xoxo
it costs me rm897 for my Dior skincare and cosmetics that I bought last Wednesday,
PD trip = rm 150
Random Karaoke session with Chicken, Peacock, and Mice last nite = rm 56
Dresses frm Zara = rm 362
All of the above are only my spending for a week!!!! Do the calculation... If this continues, I can never get my one way tix to London and start travelling arnd Europe next year!
I seriously need to psycho myself to be more disciplined to lose weight so that I can start doin some modeling jobs and earn some $ for my hairdo... n bla bla bla...gosh i can find 100 ways to spend but none to earn! This is super depressing! :(
Thank Larry for being so generous lately, bought shanny and me dinners and drinks!
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| Wednesday night at Twenty one BSC, its ladies nite, so I gt free flow of cocktails... and uh... Larry and an British friend bought me 4 jagerbombs too! |
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| Camwhoring with Larry aka Geylang @Zouk on a random saturday night p.s. I love my curls, 2.5hrs of dressing up is kinda well worth it :) |
I'm reading Marguerite Duras's 'The Lover' for one of my exam preparation and turns out that its a real good autobiography. This woman has been through so many significant events in her life, its understandable why she was someone very prominent back then. I highly recommend this autobiography novel to all of u even its for leisure reading. :)
Till then, wish me luck for my upcoming exam! I need heaps of it! xoxo
Friday, May 20, 2011
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Lascivious
I was starving myself mad while waiting for ma gurls to meet me for dinner and drinks @ twenty one kitchen and bar, Changkat. Fanna promised to meet me at 6pm, and guess what she arrived in changkat at 8pm!!! Shanny was even worse, she came around 9ish... While waiting... This is what I've got for u, if ur reading this...
I actually intended to leave my long hair straight... but since I was ready by 5.30pm and I know the girls will be super late... I must well spend more time to beautify myself. Afterall 40mins is not that long to curl my hair as I really like the way I look after that additional 40mins investment of time. :)
Its ladies nite every Wednesday, free flow of cocktails for the ladies starts from 9pm till midnite. Being the alcoholic me, I drank... like 15... errr.... I think I lost count of the number of glasses that I've drained!
Spotted some very cute angmohs and there is one particular blonde that I was really attracted to, he has the bad boy macho kind of look and I kept telling my gf how much I would love to know him... The min I told them... they labelled me as a slut! LOL... I do notice this too, ever since my break up, well... I wouldnt say that I'm like a slut, but rather... I keep an open mind, afterall I'm single and ready to mingle.
I was so tipsy by the end of the nite that I can't even walk straight! But I must say, that was the greatest wednesday nite this year with total of RM70 spent only!...
Hmm... Maybe I should really hang out at this place with the same crazy bunch more! =)
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| Multitaskin: Camwhoring, Facebooking and Twitter-ing all at once! LOL |
Its ladies nite every Wednesday, free flow of cocktails for the ladies starts from 9pm till midnite. Being the alcoholic me, I drank... like 15... errr.... I think I lost count of the number of glasses that I've drained!
Spotted some very cute angmohs and there is one particular blonde that I was really attracted to, he has the bad boy macho kind of look and I kept telling my gf how much I would love to know him... The min I told them... they labelled me as a slut! LOL... I do notice this too, ever since my break up, well... I wouldnt say that I'm like a slut, but rather... I keep an open mind, afterall I'm single and ready to mingle.
I was so tipsy by the end of the nite that I can't even walk straight! But I must say, that was the greatest wednesday nite this year with total of RM70 spent only!...
Hmm... Maybe I should really hang out at this place with the same crazy bunch more! =)
Friday, May 13, 2011
New Fun Way to meet the Eligible Singles
I'm so frustrated with ex boyfriends and guys who are out on a few dates with me... they are all the wrong one for me!
Its so hard to find the right one, the one who makes u laugh, reads ur mind and understands you better than you do, sensitive, loving, caring.... omg... the list can goes on forever....
Okay, I have to confess, I'm really picky when it comes to committing myself into a relationship. Truth is, I don't know exactly what I want. Here, I find trial and error works in finding... or perhaps I should say lead me closer to my Mr. Right.
Problem is, where can I find guys for the trial and error session? Don't tell me in clubs, as I've been consistently out in the clubbing scene for months and I can never meet any boyfriend material guy... they are all playas, bastards, man whore!
I signed up for muay thai, capoeira and muay boran class.... those are all male dominated forms of workout... but still... I have no mood to socialize when I'm all wet with my sweats during and after workout!
How about online dating? Hell no, tell me about browsing the profile of the singles online and meeting guys online judging based on their chosen pictures (havent u heard that pix can be really deceiving?)... these spell failure to me!
But.... what do u think of speed dating?! Table for 10, 8, 6? where u go for a dinner date with at least 3 different guys altogether... in a low pressure, and personalised form of dating and meeting new friends....At a very reasonable price.. these chances are made possible with a set dinner inclusive! Come'on, how else can u date so many guys simultaneously? U just have to dress up for once... and it similarizes you goin out on 3 dates with 3 different guys in the same 2 hours of dinner date! So much of make up, and dressing up efforts saved! At least the chances of u meeting the decent ones are higher here as compared to those guys u meet in clubs, and online!
Holla me, if ur interested.... Chocolovey provides the arrangement and fixing you up on a date with at least 3 of the opposite gender... if things can't develop further... what harms can it be to get to know more friends?
Call 017-418 8305 or email kellychocolove@yahoo.com for more info!
Its so hard to find the right one, the one who makes u laugh, reads ur mind and understands you better than you do, sensitive, loving, caring.... omg... the list can goes on forever....
Okay, I have to confess, I'm really picky when it comes to committing myself into a relationship. Truth is, I don't know exactly what I want. Here, I find trial and error works in finding... or perhaps I should say lead me closer to my Mr. Right.
Problem is, where can I find guys for the trial and error session? Don't tell me in clubs, as I've been consistently out in the clubbing scene for months and I can never meet any boyfriend material guy... they are all playas, bastards, man whore!
I signed up for muay thai, capoeira and muay boran class.... those are all male dominated forms of workout... but still... I have no mood to socialize when I'm all wet with my sweats during and after workout!
How about online dating? Hell no, tell me about browsing the profile of the singles online and meeting guys online judging based on their chosen pictures (havent u heard that pix can be really deceiving?)... these spell failure to me!
But.... what do u think of speed dating?! Table for 10, 8, 6? where u go for a dinner date with at least 3 different guys altogether... in a low pressure, and personalised form of dating and meeting new friends....At a very reasonable price.. these chances are made possible with a set dinner inclusive! Come'on, how else can u date so many guys simultaneously? U just have to dress up for once... and it similarizes you goin out on 3 dates with 3 different guys in the same 2 hours of dinner date! So much of make up, and dressing up efforts saved! At least the chances of u meeting the decent ones are higher here as compared to those guys u meet in clubs, and online!
Holla me, if ur interested.... Chocolovey provides the arrangement and fixing you up on a date with at least 3 of the opposite gender... if things can't develop further... what harms can it be to get to know more friends?
Call 017-418 8305 or email kellychocolove@yahoo.com for more info!
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